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Im feeling very depressed today...(if u wanna know why look at the comment)
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im going out of my head.. my parents are now officially separated and now i have to choose whether to stay with my mom or my dad... as much as i wanna stay with my mom, i feel sorry for my dad and i feel that i should stay with him cuz he's getting pretty old and has been sickly lately... i don't know what i should do!! i dont even know why i'm sharing this with all of you... sometimes i wish i should have never been born, i pretty much blame myself for their break-up, maybe if i hadn't shown up in their lives, they should have been happy together... T-T edit: i guess i really didn't cover up everything huh? this is why you think its not my fault. since i don't wanna say too much, it involves with me telling the truth to my father instead of a lie, a bastard of an aunt that spills lies about my mom and a phonecall that change my life forever...
dont blame yourself
Please don't give up. Life gets hard and the reason why this hurts so much is because you love them both very much and I understand. Whether or not you're the blame doesn't matter and I can't judge, but what's done is done. All you can do now is keep going. Don't consider yourself as taking sides, love them both and let them know you love them. There's going to be changes and hard times, but as long as they both know they have your love and you have their's everything will be alright. Just hold on and keep going. I really hope you and your family pull through and good luck to you all. You have my deepest condolences.
plz don't be sad.I don't know what else to say, hmm pretty much covered everything. yea cheer up, oh and don't blame yourself, my parents separated but that was when I was very young so I guess it doesn't count, since i don't remember it.
